'm feeling lousy... I've got two ginormous drawings, one for dad and one for my granddad, that I really need to finish, but I can't draw at the moment...


On the bright side:

Only 4 days 'til birthday party-esque thing

And only 5 days 'til my birthday

I hope I'll feel better by then.



(p.s. I get too much joy out of emoticons)

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1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
’He came over and stood right in my light. ‘Hey,’ I said’ – The Catcher in the Rye

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can
Ouch.

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
M*A*S*H, on Friday evening

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
12.00

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:15

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
My brothers talking

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Uhm… Friday, when I came back from the city.

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Random deviantART pages.

9. What are you wearing?
An uhmm… ‘house-suit’ (don’t really know what you call it in English. ‘s extremely comfortable) in dark purple with lime green

10. Did you dream last night?
Gee… Yeah, I dreamt. But I can’t remember what about…

11. When did you last laugh?
This morning at breakfast.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
Er… At the moment just a framed poster of ‘Paradise’ which I got at the Vatican museum and shelves.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not more weird than usual.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
So-so.

15. What is the last film you saw?
The Four Feathers, I think.

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
A bigger house (so I can have a room for myself) and all the art-stuff I can get my hands on.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
Hmmm… There are so many things…. Er… I have six siblings, though one of them is adopted.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
I’m going to be selfish If I could change one thing- it would be that my back was okay, so I don’t have to be in a wheelchair most of the time, anymore.

19. Do you like to dance?
Yes, but I can’t.

20. George Bush:
Don’t much care- I live on another continent.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
Wow. Uhm… I don’t know there are so many nice names

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
Hmm… Blaise? I think that’s a cool name. But I really don’t know…

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Sure. I planned to go living in a little hut on top of a mountain in Austria years ago. Southern Spain would also be great.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
”Hoi! Leuk dat je er bent! Ga maar naar binnen en voor de rest van de eeuwigheid kun je doen wat je maar wilt!”
(”Hi! Great to see you! Just go in and you can do whatever you feel like for the rest of eternity!” – God just *has* to speak Dutch to me )


And I hereby tag *YOU*

A VERY HAPPY AND HEALTHY 2006 TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!

I'm staying, people!

Had a long heart-to-heart conversation with my mom, with lots of crying from her side

Some people asked me what the drawing *was*, well it wasn't anything bad, trust me. Not for anyone outside my family, at least. The subject of the drawing was one of the more awful family-dramas we've had to live through I deal with it by drawing, my parents deal with it by completely ignoring it.
It's further not a particularly interestign drawing.

(Oh, and it's not something I've posted here and I doubt I ever will.)

p.s. Thanks for the nice comments I got

Hey guys,

Yeah- I might be leaving. I certainly hope not, but still.

Here's the thing- My family has always been very supportive of me drawing, and always liked to see all of my artworks.
Now, I've been very stupid. I drew something very emotional, and my mother saw it and she went completely crazy, screaming and crying-the works.
She's normally a very rational woman, so maybe everything'll be alright again tomorrow, but if not it may take a veeery long time before I come back here, and if so this is my last chance to tell you.

So, hopefully I'll be back tomorrow, if not...